Feeling

I was always confused with this word. One word is responsible for all the complications in the world. When Love, Lust, Jealousy, Anger, Hate, Care, Passion ……..stay in one room then surely that room will always be on fire. Extreme of any one of the feeling can burn human so badly that to trace back the person will be difficult. You might say but feeling love, care (Any positive feelings) for someone to the extreme is not bad. On the contrary I will say it is more destructive than nurturing extreme of any negative feelings in side you. Extremely positive feelings are like slow poison for us, it attacks our moral so steadily that we never blame it on those feelings. Impact or affect are extremely slow and society reaction is always mild. Whereas extreme negative feelings are fast and everyone knows whom to blame for our destruction. Confused? Well you don’t have to. Let me try to give you example. Let’s say I am in love with someone. When it started it was slow, I enjoyed the experience in being in love, had fun exploring all the colors in rainbow but as my feeling of love grows I started changing internally. Love made me become extremely possessive, love brought tremendous insecurities and when possessiveness and insecurities make your body their home then you be sure that you will indulge yourself in all the matters which are extremely bad for you. Since I became insecure I started doubting every incidence, insecurity made me illogical (though I feel love makes you illogical too) and impractical. I started acting life as a life guard whereas what all I needed was to be hippie. The more love grows the more I kill myself (by this I mean my individuality). A very decent person can turn into monster if he loves somebody to the extreme. Now the other person might reciprocate his feeling or might not. In both the cases persons turning monster is sure. That’s why I said word “Feeling” confuse me. One needs to decide how they will handle “Feeling” which are developing inside them. Be aware if you let them loose they will take you under their control and if this happens you can be sure of your downfall.

Verdict: Feel every single thing happening inside you but don’t over feel it. Just the way balance diet can keep your body healthy balance feelings can keep your soul happy.