Medical Tests

Medical tests can be so stressful. I am suppose to clear medical check up before I can fly overseas as per company policy. So I fasted for 12 hours (now you must be thinking that’s worst part but it’s not for me. I can stay without eating) and visited Ranbaxy for my overseas medical tests. And when I saw the list of test I almost fainted. Trust me there was nothing left to be tested except HIV which they already did before I joined this company. So they asked me to fill up the form which I did as fast as I could since my only target for that morning was to get out from that place. Now here I am waiting for them to call my name for X-ray. Till this it was bearable. In a split second I found myself on the bed and one person with syringe in his hand ready to suck blood out of me. Gosh!!!! What is he doing and how come I am here? Did they medicate me? Nay it was I who agreed to enter that room but I don’t remember all that. Maybe the amount of blood he was taking out from my body made me forget everything happened in last ½ hour. He removed 4 test tubes of blood from me and he didn’t even pay for that!!! Does he realize how much effort (I mean eating properly) I have to put to get back that lost blood? Well after sucking my blood like leech he asked me to proceed for physical examination. I thought it won’t be that bad but surprises are always waiting for me and the moment I opened door and entered physical examination room doc asked me to weigh myself. After seeing the weight it looked like I got an electric shock I lost 3 kg and I am down to 40!!!!!!!!! Doc didn’t seem to miss that too. She gave me a good nice lecture on healthy life. That lecture seem to be never ending for me and I thought medical check ups are complete No No to me but how can you escape these if you are going overseas (damn these company policies). Well these reports are valid for 6 months so by the time I gain all the blood I lost they will be ready to suck it again. But for 6 months at least I don’t have to see those needles.

HELLO

Hello, how are you?
It’s wonderful to see you
Never thought we will meet again
For sure not in this way
Your eyes still reminds me of
The time we first met
It still has that innocence
Which made me forget myself
You are still the same
Except a very small change
I am sure that I don’t have to tell
You passed by me and stood beside your mate
Trust me that particular moment my heart ache
The person you choose is my best friend.
I wish I had told you before “How much I love you”
Maybe then I would have been “Bride” Instead of “Brides Mate”
Hello, How are you? And now I wish you well in every other sense

Didn’t realized how I felt for you
Was it love or just a desire?
How can someone be so sure
While naming his feeling as love
If we can sense them inside
Then how can we later deny?
I saw people in love
Doing stuff even which they are not sure
Too confused to label my feelings
I am still on the verge of searching
My folks back home told
Love need to be experienced and not told
But my mate told it’s just a verb
Whom to believe I am not aware
I am still the beginner in this world.

How I got Introduced To Richard Bach's Writing?

Past couples of months were not very gorgeous for me. Life was not taking shape the way I wanted it to. Suddenly my creative mind was destructing everything I built. I don’t know how and when my mind turned into monster. I left someone who was an integral part of my life my Elephant and I found myself in the middle of whirlpool. Dreams shattered. Life felt worthless. Heart stopped being happy and Mind started hating self. Where was I going? What was I thinking? Am I on right track? What am I suppose to do with myself? I keep falling in life after which getting up use to take months sometimes years. But when Elephant was there in my life everything seems to be perfect. Falling away and then getting up was not at all difficult. Facing mistakes or past was not scary. Those were the moments I had enjoyed the most. Those were the times when I faced myself more. But I changed everything and left myself for suffering. When life was not rosy I issued “One” By Richard. It was lying in my bag for weeks and then one fine day I thought of reading it. And God Bless that moment. I found it quite interesting. Life is still the same but the only difference Richard brought in my life was he really made me think on the choices I made in my life and their power, he made me analyze my life and made me criticize myself (it’s a different story that after doing that I use to let my eye get soaked). Elephants lost will always be painful and will be felt till I become soil. But I am going to respect my Elephant by trying to live my life the way Elephant wanted this is the only way I can respect MY ELEPHANT.

Richard doesn’t tell you how to live life he just make you understand that what you choose to do can make you long-term happy or long-term sad. What you choose will decide what you will become. That’s power of choices.

Power Of Choices

"Pye," I said at last, "of all the planes we could land in a pattern that goes to infinity,why did we pick these parts? Why Leslie at the piano, Richard at his fighter plane?"

"Can you guess?" she asked,glancing the question to both of us.

I scanned the two events. What did they have in common? "They were both young and lost?"
"Perspective?"Leslie suggested."Both of them had reached the moment when they needed to remember the power of choices......"